Saturday Night Fever

Few years back, I couldn't imagine having a drink alone-whether outside or at home.
Oh well, the idea of hanging at a bar alone is still repulsive to me-and that is just because I am a woman.
I would have viewed it differently if I were a man. 
And drinking alone at home regardless of gender looks like a symptom of being "alcoholic".

So here I am in the Land of the Rising Sun, sometimes having a vodka, beer or wine at home-ALONE.
 Am I alcoholic or what? (Don't judge me, I just miss my friends,Lol!)